Friday, September 7, 2012

I still don't know what to say...

So last night I just blurted it out as he went and sat in front of the computer... "Why is there "this" type of porn all over our computer from when you were watching the baby Monday night?"

It totally caught him off guard. He played dumb... so I showed it to him... and showed him how it could not have just been a "pop up" or whatever... still - he played dumb. He said he didn't know... he said "Ewww" when I pulled up one of the pictures, etc. and so on.

So.. now what? I KNOW that there is no little gremlin running around my house in the middle of the night looking at this shit... I know I didn't do it, and my one year old certainly didn't do it. So I *know* it was him. This is a problem. This is a huge problem. But he is adamantly denying it. What do I do???

This morning he was clearly sensing the tension in the air... he pulled me close and told me we need to stick together right now... and that we have too much to stress about... and he is totally right. So why won't he say something to shut the little troll in my head up about this? This is a problem for me... and it may go away on the surface... but it's still there, on the inside, festering and wondering what is WRONG with this picture - because clearly - something IS wrong...

4:52 p.m.

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